cukup sekian terima kasih atas kehampaan ini..
cukup sudah aku selalu tersakiti oleh hal yang sama..
yang berulang, berulang, dan terus berulang..
hingga aku lelah untuk menghadapinya..
jika ini hanya permainan, tak usah kau katakan dari awal janji manismu..
lebih baik kau berikan saja aku pahitnya kata-kata..
sehingga tak lagi aku harus jatuh dalam mencinta..biarkan saja dahulu diriku terkubur..
dalam gelap tanpa mengenal kembali arti cinta..
hati yang terkubur oleh timbunan debu pekat..
yang ku sebut dengan kebencian..
membusukan bibit cinta yang tertanam di hati ku..
biarkan musnah..
musnah..
dan musnah..
tanpa sisa, tanpa jejak..
layaknya angin yang berhembus menghapus jejak di padang pasir..
atau pula menghilangkan aroma yang sengganggu warna kehidupan..
dan ku ingin..
aku menjadi yang terlupakan bagimu..
dan kau pun..
menjadi yang terlupakan dalam ingatanku..
terlupakan..
dan hilang..
selamanya.
Sabtu, 05 Mei 2012
the forgetten
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between us part 1
Menatapnya yang berdiri tepat di hadapan ku, tanpa bisa berkata-kata, diam dalam bisu, dan hanya bisa tesenyum pahit. Kami saling bertatap tanpa ada sepatah kata yang terucap dari bibir kami. Perasaan ku bergejolak, saling berpaut membentuk badai. Bola mata kami saling berpaut memandang satu sama lain, aku menatap ekspresinya, aku menatap wajah rupawannya, menatap bola matanya yang indah memantulkan bayangan ku di sana. Ia mengulurkan tangannya pada ku dengan kelembutan. Ku angkat tangan ku dan ku coba untuk menyambut uluran tangannya. Tetapi, belum sempat ku menyambut tangannya, aku bagai tertahan oleh sesuatu. Dan setetes cairan hangat mengalir di pipi ku.
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Kamis, 24 Maret 2011
tale of Yuki
On a remote island in the sea Madagaga, there is a village called Village Hakayaku. Small, peaceful village on the edge of the forest and peaceful walganut. In the north there is a mountain village hakayaku towering, walganete mountains, mountain peaks covered with perpetual ice and snow thick even though being summer.
That afternoon bright as ever, despite the cold wind blowing pretty fresh air brought the fall, the state of the village is quite crowded with people who are busy working and doing various activities. Yusaga was busy hanging clothes while humming cheerfully, Kibame came after returning from work in the fields.
"Yusa .." says Kibame the woman who was busy hanging clothes while humming cheerfully.
"Ah .. Kiba .. "The immediate Kibame she heard a voice. Yusaga put laundry and tried as soon as possible toward the Kibame. Just a few steps Yusaga almost tripped and fell.
"Yusa!" Kibame deftly ran into Yusaga and tried to hold the nearly fell.
"Hehehe .. not what my husband's okay .. "he said in the grip Kibame Yusaga. With the face of panic and a long sigh of relief Kibame.
"You should be more careful .. my wife" with a soft lead Kibame Yusaga headed to the cabin their home. While the lead Kibame, Yusaga runs quietly while holding her stomach is increasingly heavy.
Arriving at the cabin, put your Kibame terrace house with his wife's chair slowly. Kibame was crouched in front of Yusaga and smiled gently. Yusaga smiled softly as she stroked the growing belly every day. The atmosphere of the cabin filled with an aura of joy and warmth of hope in the belly of an embryo that grows increasingly Yusaga day to branches of infants who would soon be born.
Suddenly the sound of loud clanging bell from a high tower, bells tolled 15 times faster with voice alarm reminder to come. Population exposed silent for a moment, then panic to escape them by trying to find a safe place to shelter. Some residents with alacrity as soon as possible to prepare all the things that can be brought to evacuate. Similarly Kibame and Yusaga, as soon as they take the essential items that are brought to evacuate. Kibame deftly prepared everything, after all the luggage ready Kibame release buggy. In his luggage was put it all into the wagon, then guides Yusaga who was pregnant boarded horse-drawn carriage. Kibame also spurred horse-drawn carriage with a fairly high speed through the village street.
"We want to go?" Asked Yusaga to her husband who was spurred horse-drawn carriage with a speed that keeps growing. However, Kibame just shut up and keep concentrating galloped through the village streets are crowded with people milling about looking for a place to flee and take shelter.
"Kiba .. Kibame .. "call Yusaga constantly waiting for an answer from her husband.
"We will go to the mountain walgante, we will evacuate and take shelter in there a while until this emergency is over." Clearly without looking at Yusaga who started to panic with this situation.
"Mountain walgante?!" With feelings of shocked disbelief mingled with words which are pronounced husband some time ago. Mount walgante? mountain? impossible! she sighed to myself do not believe, though at the corner of his heart there is also a sense of calm and relief that is implied even if only slightly.
The journey to the mountain walgante is not an easy matter for the pass, after a wide-open village street, they began to enter the village footpath that leads into the woods walganut. Travelling from village to village into the path into the woods walganut take up the fifth day of horse-drawn carriage with a high enough speed, but they reach only the path with the time half of the fifth day, faster than general. They kept walking until it reaches the end of the trail began to enter the village and forest trails that pass by in horse-drawn carriage.
After horse-drawn carriage ride that they've pretty much entered the forest, the carriage speed slowed to walk slowly with a relaxed pace in the shade of forest trees. The road they take so shady umbrella like a green curtain that reveal the atmosphere of a vague greenish and smelled the chlorophyll and other forest vegetation. Along the way many forest animals who appeared from behind a bush and forest trees. Yusaga afternoon enjoying the forest scenery with exuberant joy like never faced a serious situation that has just passed a few moments ago.
Because of exhilaration, Yusaga humming softly while swinging his legs that hang over the side of the carriage like a little child. Some small animals in the forest near the middle of the carriage drove slowly on the forest road and follow the train was walking down into the dense forest. The journey begins with tension now seemed like a fun and without any burden.
There was already almost half a day they walk into the woods, the sky began to signify his arrival dusk approached. The situation is changing forests is no longer enjoyable afternoon, the atmosphere turned dark eerie woods, the color of dark green to black trees as far as the eye could see, tempratur air temperature and cools down as autumn wind that pierced to the bone marrow. Yusaga sit while embracing her cold and trembling in fear liputi disturb the atmosphere of that evening.
As he continued to spur his horse carriage slowly and carefully in the woods that increasingly reveal darkness, Kibame take warm blankets and covered her from the cold air. Yusaga are tired too limp and curled up beside her husband, then fell asleep so quickly. "Be patient Yusa, I would always look after you and protect you and also our potential future children, be patient .." he whispered softly and stroked Kibame Yusaga head, then re-concentrated with forest road they took that night.
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Label: novel
Jumat, 03 Desember 2010
Freya 1
Freya sat huddled under an oak tree as she lost in her thoughts that wander in the space of time. Some people pay attention to the girl who sat huddled under an oak tree in a quiet corner of the park. "What is in doing girl?" , "Is what she is?" , "Why did she?" That's the questions that came out of the minds of the people who saw her while whispering to each other.
Freya, the girl could hear clearly the words that came out although very slowly as the wind. Her eyes closed in her face in buried between her knees. Various kinds of shadows appear one after another in her mind, to overshadow her subconscious.
Still stuck in the shadows in her mind, a person close to Freya. Steps like the wind, so quiet and mild when the foot switch each other from one foot to another. He crouched in front of Freya is still curled up under an oak tree, his hand slowly to touch the shoulder Freya. Have not touched that hand, Freya mild shaking, choking back the hands for a moment, when her jet black hair was again quiet, the hand was creeping on her left shoulder.
The touch is felt in the shoulder, like Freya woke from her dream. Her face looked up to the front raised a young man who was before her. Both face each other eye, the eye was quiet and mute speak in sign language how stare.
The young man stood in front of Freya, then he reached out to Freya. Freya welcomed the offer of the hand gently, then she stood up with the help of the hand that sustain it.
Both are still at each other, but this time their hands warm hand in hand in hand. The wind also blows hit their faces flashed through her hair gently in the wind that seemed to welcome the two beings who stood under a shady oak tree.
"Let's go home." Short said the young man. But the little girl ducked just silent. The young man strengthen his hand that took Freya but remain in softness. "It was afternoon." Short added. Freya looked up and stared at her then smiled and nodded. The young man smiled back at Freya. Now both of them walked out of an oak tree and a garden city.
" " "
Several years went by, the little girl who used to sit huddled under an oak tree has now grown into a beautiful teenager full of joy that characterizes her face. With the talent that she owned, she has many friends around her.
However, when the rainy day, she sat alone and stared at the drops of water falling with eyes full of somber reflection. Blank stare staring deep into the cloudy sky.
Sometimes also, seen tears streaming down her cheeks faintly under the rain shadow flashed. At the time someone accidentally looked at that melancholy eyes, her heart felt like a slice and tear the birth of the girl. But, only those who look with a sincere heart can.
Her face was like describing a piece of news events, so close but far. Difficult to describe what's on his mind, only it feels .. Painful.
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Label: story
Selasa, 24 Agustus 2010
Welcome to Yukidaruma's World
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Label: welcome

